Realizing

Again, I'm realizing new things in this world....It's strange but this time while realizing them, I didn't get the same feeling as I used to get before.
This time, I accept and convince myself on what's right and what's wrong.

I accept that what comes, comes because it was mine since the begining and I deserve it
but what goes has never been mine and I deserve better than it.

It's just like that exam that I failed many times, but finished by passing it when GOD decided so.

I'm realizing that the honesty is the only thing that lasts, even though few people use it nowadays.

the smiling face isnt always the nicest one, as my mom says; and she is right.
She was right also when she said that we never know someone without living with him his daily life. That's true.
During my trip, I met people I thougt were bad but I was really affected by their care and love
just like Miss Khadija, Said, Abdou and many other ones.
I missed others that I thought were my greatest friends who didnt need an occasion to betray my sincere friendship and care.

I still don't understand these people runining after happiness and sweet things in life without realizing that they are being nice for their benefit and then simply throw away friends and closest members throwing by that chances to be happy.

When I look back at all these things, I feel really proud; because I 've never betrayed, hurt or dessapointed anyone and this is my wealth.

That's me, and I will never be like anyone of you
Just because the one I am is a human one with a heart