I wonder if

Confident about my allah’s love;
I wonder
If tomorrow will be really a new day.
If by the end of 2008, my worries will end
If by the beginning of 2009, a new hope will come
If I will be living in the same country next year at this time
If my best friend will keep being the same
If I will become a hotel or a restaurant manager
If Soumaya my cousin will get married again
If Allah will be happy with all what I have realized
If the world will remember me with good things
If I will finally take this ticket to Istanbul
If I will fall on my head for someone already falling on his for me
If my dreams will come all true
If the world will be living in peace
If I’ll be going to Dubai just for visits to this confusing Algerian_ Palestinian culture
If I can get a house in Syria, where the culture is just too fascinating for me
If dentistry will be able to keep my attractive natural smile
If the purity in my eyes will go one forever
If people will finally understand the one I am
If they will be able to use the words humanity, tolerance, sincerity and honesty as defined in the dictionary
If all people will be equal
If poverty will come to end
If we will all live and act as one
If we will think twice before doing anything bad
If we simply will be giving to our minds and hearts the right to talk
Remembering always that Allah is over all of us
To control his world, his creatures and every single action we do